Hooked!!!

I guess I'm just hooked or a glutton for punishment. Yes it is true, I love to crochet. Yes, it is true that I love making things for others. A lady at work asked me to make 2 ponchos and not thinking that I had other things to do that I wanted to get done before Christmas got here I said yes. I'm crocheting so fast it is making my fingers fall asleep, (what else is new). I hope to finish these both by this weekend so I can finish my name doilies and I really need to finish one more blanket before it is all said and done. I have my web site up and running and at some point I want to create some patterns to add to my site for others.
You know, I'm so sick of going to work I could scream. I really want to stay home with my kids and open my shop so I can be my own boss and not have to answer to anyone else. Oh sure I know that I have to ultimatly answer to the customer and thats a given, but at least I can run things my own way. I don't have to feel like the low man on the totem pole any more. I just love being the one that is treated like a mushroom around here. One of these days God is going to answer my prayer and let me start my business in a store front somewhere here in my city. I really wish I could be given permission to crochet at work to keep my hands and mind busy when we are not busy. But thats not going to happen. Oh well, life in the workplace.
Also, I would like to home school my youngest son. I know the middle child would have a fit but oh well, thats life. She is doing well in school other than she can't keep her mouth shut and causes problems for herself. However, the youngest is not doing well at all. He is failing and I think I can do a better job teaching him than what this school is. Maybe one of these days hopefully soon my business online will take off and then I can open my shop.