Life for me is so damn complicated. I'm having trouble keeping things straight at the moment and its driving me nuts. For instance, my major concern is my son and the crap he is pulling. Almost every day he is getting into trouble, every day. He will not do his work in class, he will not do his homework at home and forget about him doing any chores around the house. He is going to fail this year because he will not do anything to help himself. He will not behave in school at all. I think the write ups, paddleings, ALC's or talking to has done nothing. We have taken everything he owns away and it doesn't matter to him or seems not to. I have talked to a councelor and have an appointment with her in the am. Hopefully he will talk to her and maybe we can come up with something that will work with him. I also put him in the Police Explorer group here. Thats the group that I put Cody in and it worked with him, changed his life around. Anyway, I'm not going to loose my child so whatever it takes to get him back in shape is what I am going to do.
2nd - Work - everything is changing. Some for the better some for the worse and lots that we don't know about it. Its enough to make a person pull their hair out. I love what I do but this is really causing some major stress in my life, more stress than any of us that work together deserve. If something else came along that paid well I swear I will mroe than likely leave and change. I hate to do that but I can not keep coming home and screaming at the kids because I'm so stressed out about this job.
3rd - Home - I don't want to discuss this but it's not the worst of the stress its problaby the least of it. But it still adds to the stress level.
All of these as a whole are causing life to be more complicated. I keep praying and hoping things will calm down a bit and just be relaxing for a bit.